fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
There was a time, when we and the world

seemed younger, when your silo and mine —

separate in the desert, but with no other neighbors — 

would have been all right.  We would have passed messages,

maybe visited.  Maybe not.  We’d have seen.

 

Time was the frequencies weren’t frazzled, we thought,
our minds not entirely crazied.

That came later, of course

 

and after it did I flushed you just as thoroughly.

But a saga trilogy later, living and living,

here you still seem to be, around a corner,

an old poster on a wall: faded, 

yet there under the buried years.


Fred Herman

fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
At a party a few years ago, I finally saw A Charlie Brown Christmas, a frightening early work of horror animation.

While he is uncredited, the H.P. Lovecraft influence is clear throughout, even in the setting: a ramshackle little town in the middle of what has to be a dark New England winter wasteland. No streets are visible, only a very small number of ominous little houses standing together in the snow with a jumbled lack of organization, in the middle of a white nothingness, with only the silent trees for company. The sizes of the houses are mismatched; their angles and corners, the whole visual perspective of the town, is subtly off. The foreboding aura of the town is only heightened by what we see as the camera moves in: a line of children skating together on the snow, linked like the pilgrims following Death at the end of The Seventh Seal. They are led, not by any adult--for reasons that soon become implicit, there are no adults--but by the capering, giggling form of a white dog that skates like a man, whose antics ultimately lead the story's only relative innocent (Charlie Brown, the poor village fool who doesn't understand what the festivities are really about) to be thrown headlong into a pole. Knowing nothing better, Charlie Brown never thinks to question his treatment, even after recovering from his apparent skull fracture.

It gets worse. The children with whom he shares the town convince Charlie Brown to direct their "Christmas play," and he never considers the implications of the fact that all elements of the actual play--script, actors, props, instruments, a theater--have already been prepared for him. Nor is he concerned when he passes by the house of the white dog--given his apparent autonomy and ceremonial leadership position in the town, clearly their Dog God--and finds the dog nonchalantly adding to a gigantic pile of bones standing beside his house, the remains of his just-finished meal. Once we reach the actual theater, and preparations begin for the play, we are faced with the truth about these parentless children: all of them have the same face. (Some, including not only Charlie Brown but a couple of the girls, are already balding.) This is a town whose inhabitants have been inbred, perhaps for centuries, living unnaturally long lives, rarely seeming to eat--or at least, we do not see what they eat--guided only by a gibbering half-dog, half-human thing.

As preparations continue, the ugly nature of what is to come becomes clear to the audience, though Charlie Brown is too innocent to see it; he knows that the current town activity follows traditions that go back to the arcane rituals of ancient Babylon, but he does not realize why. The children dance in a bizarre collection of chaotic individual capers evoking something undeveloped, unformed, demonic. As part of the ceremonial setting-up of the boy who is, we realize with a start, the yearly sacrifice, the Dog God leads his followers in ostracizing Charlie Brown on the flimsiest of excuses: Charlie Brown's Christmas tree isn't large enough. (Of course, if the worship of the Dog God shares any tenets at all with, say, those of the religion of Summerisle, it's entirely possible that his tree--so to speak--isn't big enough, which may be another reason for his imminent sacrifice.)

To settle any question of where this is going, Linus--armed with his robe of office, the blanket which he says, significantly, will be his "coat" when he grows up--performs a dark, ironic, falsely innocent soliloquy which retells mainstream Christianity's story of the origin of Christmas... and he does so before a theater which is largely empty. But Charlie Brown, having been psychologically softened up (thus completing a process begun by Lucy, the dark gatekeeper of the town's religion), has been brought to a state in which he believes that he is once again a part of the group. He decides that his tree is good enough, and returns. Outside the theater, the other worshippers surround him and begin to sing carols, trapping him with dark irony. The pathos of the scene is that Charlie Brown joins in in their song.

Unseen by him, some of the worshippers return to the house of the Dog God, which is covered with gaudy, even obscenely flashy ornaments praising the creature and declaring its dominance and power. Waving their arms around in the performance of crazed ceremonial magic, the crowd magically transports a layer of those trinkets onto Charlie Brown's tree, which also grows a sudden layer of vivid green leaves--leaves like none known to nature. The tree has been overwhelmed and engulfed by the power of the Dog God... and as the credits roll, it is clear that Charlie Brown, surrounded by the laughing chorus of his former friends, is about to be added to the pile of bones.

I mean, wow. They don't make horror like that anymore.
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
"Have you, kind reader, ever known a something that has completely filled your heart, thoughts, and senses, so as to exclude every thing else? There was in you a fermentation and a boiling, and your blood inflamed to the hottest glow bounded through your veins, and gave a higher color to your cheeks. Your glance was so strange, as if you wished to perceive, in empty space, forms which to no other eyes are visible, and your speech flowed away into dark sighs. Then your friends asked you: 'What is it, revered one?' 'What is the matter, dear one?' And now you wished to express the internal picture with all its glowing tints, with all its light and shade, and labored hard to find words only to begin. You thought that in the very first word you ought to crowd together all the wonderful, noble, horrible, comical, frightful, that had happened, so that it might strike all the hearers at once like an electric shock. But every word, every thing that is in the form of speech, appeared to you colorless, cold and dead. You hunt and hunt, and stutter and stammer, and the sober questions of your friends dart like icy breezes upon your internal fire until it is ready to go out; whereas if, like a bold painter, you had first with a few daring strokes drawn an outline of the internal picture, you might with small trouble have laid on the colors brighter and brighter, and the living throng of various forms would have carried your friends along with it, and they, like you, would have seen themselves in the picture that had proceeded from your mind."

-- E. T. A. Hoffmann, "The Sandman"
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
Behind the beautiful are stones,
or vacuum, or fluttery little wings.
Welcome then the ugly,
who have no surface to break.
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
The old try to trap you in their time;
your own generation, in theirs.
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
Waiting for the end you craved,
still you had the presence of mind, like a spark
far away in a darkened house, to blow a kiss
and change the antiseptic room to your apartment,
to chicken broth and macaroni, to refuge
from Lithuania and Mexico and my school.
And all the things I could not say seemed, with a kiss,
forgiven. They didn't notice, but that was heroism;
and if I could send thanks to you in heaven,
I hope you'd recognize the flavor.
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
What will it feel, that last wedge of sunlight,
doors stretching open to the Earth,
a final bright embrace? Will she feel relief,
look forward to the nursing home; or maybe to stand,
regnant, on a platform by the city, on the water?
Will she slink home, grateful to have made it,
still alive? Will she regret when she feels her wings,
now become mere ornament, spread in the light
but never again to wave?

How will it feel, that slow fade of the afterglow,
while the crowds diminish; while the crowds pick through,
airplane, airplane, she, another? To be only a page,
something on a wall, behind glass. To age in the wind,
grow aches in her joints. For her crews’ grandchildren
to drive on by, tut-tutting at her lack of upkeep.
For them to drive on by. And across the pier,
people with radios pour into liners, not knowing
she watches, standing through leavings and arrivals,

and she stands, feeling the slow spread of the rust,
the slow loss of her name. A few look her up,
but tile by tile, decade by decade, she turns
into a thing of metal. Facades diminish
and are not replaced. And the day comes
when space is needed. And they pick her
bones away.

There should be a finality to her flight,
sounding trumpets, a proper note.
But that is not the universe she flies;
and the cargo she carried does not return.

The Sparrow

Dec. 5th, 2010 02:18 pm
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
The sparrow is a sparrow;
it will not be engaged.

Ash

Dec. 4th, 2010 10:36 pm
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
They strengthen you, the things that fall away,
those things you thought were lifelong, and are not:
though leaves are lost to autumnal decay,
the tree will grow its next concentric spot
and sprout replacements, losing them in turn.
So life is but a course through all you've known,
and--if unplotted--still a thing to learn
is simplified by every loss it's sown,
by every stalk that tumbles to the ground.
The things are not the point, the people not the guides
to sustenance of what relief you've found;
surroundings do not hide the one who hides.
The things that fall away into the night,
and into ash, unblock our clouded sight.

Screen

Dec. 3rd, 2010 10:24 am
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
Onlinity skews you to imitation of the young;
you chase after similes, hold to the toys of the mind,
jump up and down like cartoons. And like cartoons,

it is all on paper. Like cartoons, it is scenery,
slow to move. And all the certainties,
the solid whumpfs of endings, are properly spaced

like the punctuation lives do not have.
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
Interests fade, and rise, and fade--
they are the waves; we, the ocean.
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
I, too, felt the grasping walls,
and pushed them away when they smiled;
and your very pushing, I think,
seemed mirrored skin

where I traced the contours
of what I do not show.

Dogged

Nov. 23rd, 2010 07:13 pm
fredherman: hardboiled raven by nick gucker (Default)
It's only the old,
illusory self that grasps
for the things it loved,

that whines, grows angry,
thinks it can find abeyance.
One lets it back in

from the yard it prowls,
lets it settle itself down
by its plate and bowl.

It's only itself,
knowing its dismay's fabric
but never its thread.

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